One of your favorite things to say right now is "blah, blah, blah". Already a wise guy and not nearly 11 months old. Well this week I have felt real blah. Turns out I have bronchitis. Everything above my shoulders hurts - my throat, my ears, my head, my neck, even my eyeballs. Just changing your diaper leaves me exhausted.
Today I was really nervous to be alone with you for 6 hours while Daddy was working. I get out of work at noon and Daddy goes to work at 1:15. I told him at least 10 times to wake you up from your morning nap after 1 hour, in the hopes that you would take two naps. You've been working hard to drop your morning nap and 6 out of the last 7 days have napped from 1-3. But for some reason you only like to take morning naps on Fridays. I was hoping, praying, begging that you would sleep this afternoon. We had a nice lunch and you were ready to play, climb, jump, bounce. Kept trying to knock the tv over and would scream or blah blah at me when I moved you. But you sweet sweet snuggling little girl went down for your nap (an hour late) but slept for 2 hours!! 2 hours, it was amazing. I slept most of the time and barely coughed at all. I was able to make dinner for the first time in 3 days while you played in the living room after that. Thanks for taking such good care of me today Abby and going to bed so quickly. Hopefully I'll be refreshed soon and we can have dance parties and play chase by Sunday.
I love you Bun.
Mama
Friday, February 25, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Shout out to my Mommy Nation
Motherhood is such a crazy ride. I would not have gotten through it without all you and it's about time you be recognized.
To my Mommy: I will forever be thankful for every single Wednesday you came to help out. Those first months were a little less scary when I knew Wednesday someone would be there to help pick up the pieces. I see how much I have grown from what our visits have become. Now I can finally make dinner for you and stay awake your entire visit. It's so special to me that you had all that extra time with Abby like I had with my grandmother. If we decide to have another child I hope you will be ready for Wednesday weekly visits. You have always been a fantastic mother and it is a joy to watch you becoming a grandmommy.
To my Mommy-in-law: Nursing is such an amazing, overwhelming experience. The first 6 months I was keeping mental tabs in my head of all the things I needed to ask you next time we talked. Thank you for your encouraging words and objective advise. Felt good to have an expert to turn to. And thank you LLL for giving you all the information I needed. I'm so grateful for the open and honest relationship we have. You're always there for us, especially in a pinch and we are so glad to have you.
A - You are such an amazing woman, worker, mom, wife. I will never understand where you get all that positive energy but you inspire me. You inspire me to slow down and enjoy each minute instead of fretting about how much she slept/ate/pooped. I'm so glad that you took me under your mothering wing. Thank you for all the play dates, the lunches, the Q and A sessions and more importantly the laughs.
B- Finally someone that tells it like it is. Thank you for acknowledging and reassuring me that it's not always great and that's okay. You just need to look for the humor and laugh through those tears because it's only going to get better and worse. At my lowest you stepped right in and showed me the humor in it and let me know that I wasn't a terrible mother just a normal human being.
C - In motherhood as in every day life you do your own thing. You truly are our Squiggle. From you I have learned to trust my heart and feel that has helped me better understand what Abby needs. Also the bags and bags of clothing have been a tremendous help. Thank you for giving me a different way to look at things and pushing me to look outside the box.
P - Our experiences have been so different and to me that is what has been so fun going through this journey with you. Your insights as a 2 time mom help me see the light at the end of tunnel. It's so easy to be jealous of someone else's situation but you have done FT and PT work and your experiences/stories have helped ease my guilt. You've shown me that PT/FT no matter what your work schedule is isn't ever going to be perfect. But your kids will make it through and be just as wonderful as you want them to be. Your children are so beautiful and amazing. Thank you for your reassuring words as I sobbed on the phone after a horrible day as a working mom. Good to have someone in the trenches with you.
R - I can't really find the words. When I think of all you have done for me I get choked up. Somehow you always know what to say - whether it be a push I need (or maybe a swift kick), validation or just plain ol' fashion sympathy. You have been with me from the beginning of this whole crazy journey through the crazy emotions will I ever be a mother to oh my God am I good enough to be some one's mother. I can't believe the amount of whining and crying you have endured and never let me know how annoying I just might be. Your friendship is a fantastic gift. You are one of the strongest people I know and I hope that I am half the mother you are. Thank you for your ear, your laughter, your knowing glances, your texts, your emails, the W and W. Thank you for being a mentor, a friend, a co-worker, a resource, a play date friend and my therapist. Thank you for reminding every week that "I am still a Jessica". I hope that some day I can repay you.
And with that I raise my wine glass to all you fine ladies, cheers to the amazing mothers you are and to the fantastic moments we have ahead of us.
To my Mommy: I will forever be thankful for every single Wednesday you came to help out. Those first months were a little less scary when I knew Wednesday someone would be there to help pick up the pieces. I see how much I have grown from what our visits have become. Now I can finally make dinner for you and stay awake your entire visit. It's so special to me that you had all that extra time with Abby like I had with my grandmother. If we decide to have another child I hope you will be ready for Wednesday weekly visits. You have always been a fantastic mother and it is a joy to watch you becoming a grandmommy.
To my Mommy-in-law: Nursing is such an amazing, overwhelming experience. The first 6 months I was keeping mental tabs in my head of all the things I needed to ask you next time we talked. Thank you for your encouraging words and objective advise. Felt good to have an expert to turn to. And thank you LLL for giving you all the information I needed. I'm so grateful for the open and honest relationship we have. You're always there for us, especially in a pinch and we are so glad to have you.
A - You are such an amazing woman, worker, mom, wife. I will never understand where you get all that positive energy but you inspire me. You inspire me to slow down and enjoy each minute instead of fretting about how much she slept/ate/pooped. I'm so glad that you took me under your mothering wing. Thank you for all the play dates, the lunches, the Q and A sessions and more importantly the laughs.
B- Finally someone that tells it like it is. Thank you for acknowledging and reassuring me that it's not always great and that's okay. You just need to look for the humor and laugh through those tears because it's only going to get better and worse. At my lowest you stepped right in and showed me the humor in it and let me know that I wasn't a terrible mother just a normal human being.
C - In motherhood as in every day life you do your own thing. You truly are our Squiggle. From you I have learned to trust my heart and feel that has helped me better understand what Abby needs. Also the bags and bags of clothing have been a tremendous help. Thank you for giving me a different way to look at things and pushing me to look outside the box.
P - Our experiences have been so different and to me that is what has been so fun going through this journey with you. Your insights as a 2 time mom help me see the light at the end of tunnel. It's so easy to be jealous of someone else's situation but you have done FT and PT work and your experiences/stories have helped ease my guilt. You've shown me that PT/FT no matter what your work schedule is isn't ever going to be perfect. But your kids will make it through and be just as wonderful as you want them to be. Your children are so beautiful and amazing. Thank you for your reassuring words as I sobbed on the phone after a horrible day as a working mom. Good to have someone in the trenches with you.
R - I can't really find the words. When I think of all you have done for me I get choked up. Somehow you always know what to say - whether it be a push I need (or maybe a swift kick), validation or just plain ol' fashion sympathy. You have been with me from the beginning of this whole crazy journey through the crazy emotions will I ever be a mother to oh my God am I good enough to be some one's mother. I can't believe the amount of whining and crying you have endured and never let me know how annoying I just might be. Your friendship is a fantastic gift. You are one of the strongest people I know and I hope that I am half the mother you are. Thank you for your ear, your laughter, your knowing glances, your texts, your emails, the W and W. Thank you for being a mentor, a friend, a co-worker, a resource, a play date friend and my therapist. Thank you for reminding every week that "I am still a Jessica". I hope that some day I can repay you.
And with that I raise my wine glass to all you fine ladies, cheers to the amazing mothers you are and to the fantastic moments we have ahead of us.
Monday, February 7, 2011
10 month update
Another month has come and gone and Abby is not slowing down for a second. She's become a very adventurous eater and enjoys everything from oranges to pasta to ground chicken to green beans to toilet paper. Her recent favorites are cantaloupe, black beans, any kind of cheese, tator tot casserole and garlic bagels. She's been drinking water from a sippy cup for a couple days now and ends every sip with a big refreshing ahhhh like she can't believe how delicious water is. And when she's done she loves to watch it pour out all over the floor.
Her latest hobbies include reading and/or yelling at books, climbing the stairs, pulling things down on her head and climbing into her car seat and rocking it like a see saw. She stands alone just long enough to realize she is doing it and then immediately plops to the ground. I don't think walking is in her near future because she is such a quick crawler and gets bored with walking. She has been doing a good job of it behind the push toy from Uncle Tony and Aunt Sherri.
She's still a great night time sleeper but has unhappily been waking up at 5:30am for about a week now due to teething. She's got four coming in with two nearly through. Between the fevers and the pain she has been slowing down a little bit and we have been enjoying the extra cuddle time. She doesn't like teething rings or teething toys. She prefers to chew on her own fingers and her father's and tv remote controls.
She still loves hamming it up for the camera but now that she can move its hard to get good pictures.
A rare moment of rest.
Her latest hobbies include reading and/or yelling at books, climbing the stairs, pulling things down on her head and climbing into her car seat and rocking it like a see saw. She stands alone just long enough to realize she is doing it and then immediately plops to the ground. I don't think walking is in her near future because she is such a quick crawler and gets bored with walking. She has been doing a good job of it behind the push toy from Uncle Tony and Aunt Sherri.
She's still a great night time sleeper but has unhappily been waking up at 5:30am for about a week now due to teething. She's got four coming in with two nearly through. Between the fevers and the pain she has been slowing down a little bit and we have been enjoying the extra cuddle time. She doesn't like teething rings or teething toys. She prefers to chew on her own fingers and her father's and tv remote controls.
She still loves hamming it up for the camera but now that she can move its hard to get good pictures.
A rare moment of rest. 
Injuried Reserve
After nearly crying tears for my sweet Charles Woodson last night, I went to pick up Abby from daycare and found this little face. She also has a sizable cut between her fingers from using them as a teething ring.
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